GOSSIP GIRL xoxo

Di pagi buta begini aku tgk gossip girl..tp internet sgt slow n siyes membengangkan diri ku yg mmg sedia bengang dgn esaimen yg pelbagai...aku sgt suka nate n serena bsama..they're freaking hot..wawawawawawa...n aku suka chuck bass jugak sbb suara dia mmg sexayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...ada tak laki yg mpnyi suara mcm chuck bass kat dunia ni??kenalkan kat aku???muahahahahaha...selain drpd suara aku suka penampilan beliau...kerana beliau sntiasa kemas n smart walau dalam apa keadaan sekalipun....untungnya blair...heee...chuck bkn lg chuck yg dulu...

Namun pada hakikatnya hati aku mmg pd nate archibald...walaupun watak dia mcm tak pntg sgt pun...tp nate ensem...nate n serena mmg mantap...hohohohooh..tp sbnrnya aku rindu nak tgk one tree hill...huhuhuuh..aku jauh ketinggalan..aiyoooo....i miss my nathan scott...guguguugugug...:(..weyh sapa2 ada donlod soap opera kegemaranku bagi2 la kat aku ekk..aku malas mdonlod dgn internet yg tragik...lgsg tidak memotivasikan...k la aku chow dulu...

ineu un ji sibet keu lau teu...

Lau teu khidupan seperti biasalah..cuma malaih un tan...nda taeu keu bak dengah betan..idak angai kerja...lau teu keu migak ahir alu..jalak kelas tuneh keu eskep..buyak keu nebei larat bak migak...keu ngak migak tapi beteh sukah alu tan...nebei larat bak makau...aiyaaa...jalak kelas eksep...nasibla baruk dua lakau ponteng...agei bei kuota...ngeee...tp akeu rasa bsalak kawak sbnrnya cuma yenlah tuneh...akeu pun manusia biasa..taeu rasa lelah jegem kerja wak idak alu....


Teulah kehidupan akeu sebagai a wak agei skul teu...paut agei bak kajih u...malaih un tan..tetapi apa boleh buat lah laei aa...mun ikut naseng mmg malaih tan bak study...tp study un lah..aleng2...heee...jeles peden akek ngak kerja..pajih blajer...tp akeu rasa tudip sebagai pelajar teu best kawak...kena huha2 bah...gidi ginan sukati un jegem leu sakai2...mmg enjoy tan..tetapi yenlah idak angai esaimen...nebei best...

Akeu pun nda pahem ineu wak akeu try bak dgh gak keleu...mun keleu nda pahem sukati la k..hahahahah...selalu un keu dgh pasel keu nda suka esaimen idak angai..tp salak keu kawak nda subet awel2...hehehehe...nebei hal la..yang pnting agik idup agik ngelaban laa...kuang3...k la..malaih keu bak biran idak angai...neh ineu laei aa...sama la alakei suka biran..heee..k la keleu minmin...akeu bak naah lagu iew..byeee


p/s: this entry's written in Melanau lang

aku kembali~

Jika dilihat pada tajuk blog ini...yeah aku kembali aktif untuk menulis blog...tp kali ni mgkin agak pelik ataupun lain sedikit sbb aku akan tulis dalam apa2 bahasa yang aku suka...maksudnya...bahasa2 yang aku tau la seperti bahasa melayu standard, bahasa melayu rojak2, bahasa melayu sarawak, bahasa melanau mahupun bahasa inggeris..sebelum ini mmg aku banyak tulis dalam bahasa inggeris ..akan tetapi, mulai hari ini..blog ini akan dihiasi pelbagai bahasa yang aku gunakan untuk berkomunikasi dalam kehidupan seharian...agak skema bukan??mintak maaf la kalau bahasa aku agak skema di sini..tetapi aku rasa aku patut aktif menulis blog semula sebab aku rasa dengan menulis blog aku boleh lepaskan segala tekanan yang melanda diri...


Oh ya kawan2,,bersempena dengan kembalinya aku menulis blog semula, aku nak cerita sikit pasal aku hari ini...hari ini sangat tidak menarik sebab aku seolah2 tiada fokus..aku ada " microteaching" dan Kuiz 2 untuk MTW...semuanya mengganggu fikiran aku...serius aku hilang dalam khayalan aku sendiri ( maafla sekiranya anda tidak faham apa yang saya perkatakan di sini)...tadi hampir2 aku baling kad matrik aku ke gelanggang kerana tekanan yang melanda diri...aku tahu ini adalah sangat tidak patut dan bersesuaian tetapi serius aku rasa sangat tidak menarik...sekarang adalah musim tekanan kerana kerja terlampau banyak mahu disiapkan...nak tak nak terpaksa buat....oh ya..semester ini aku tidak meletak harapan terlalu tinggi..aku berharap aku lulus dan dapat pergi praktikum semester depan...harap semuanya berjalan lancar..oh ya semester depan aku tidak lagi berada di bumi shah alam ini..semester depan aku kembali ke kota kinabalu..cepatnya masa berlalu..apa yang pasti aku akan rindu tempat ini..tempat yang bernama Shah Alam~

26 th of April 2009

missing by evanescence

Please, please forgive me
but I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
and barely conscious you'll say to no one
isn't something missing?

You won't cry for my absence, I know
you forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
you won't try for me, not now
though I die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?

Left audio channel: please.. please.. please...
Right audio channel: can you stop the fire? - can you stand to fight her? - you can’t stop the fire - you won’t say the words

Please, please forgive me
but I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
you won't try for me, not now
though I die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed
knowing you don't care
and if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...


Even though I'm the sacrifice
you won't try for me not now
though I died to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?




hey..

its been ages since the last time i listened to this song...
this song seriously reminds me of sumone..
i know he's not going to miss me even for a bit..
but still he's a part of my history..

24th of APRIL 2009

i was so elated that i had a full blast in midvalley megamall yesterday...i really enjoyed my outing as i could feed my stomach with Domino's pizzas which i really craved since months ago...with the NIKE's fashion show as well as it seriously made my day (its more to NIKE sportwears actually but that's not the point here)..i loved the event seriously as Andy estranged and Tengku Ean were also present..i was like..goshhh...its Andy!~..he's freaking tall and handsome i must say...(my type of guy..heee...)...Ean was dead cute with his friendly manners...auwww...but sadly..i was not able to take pictures with them as the place was dead crowded...there were other celebrities as well but i was not really into them..heee..all in all i enjoyed my day in mid!~

EAN..with the orange shirt..
the pic isnt that clear..ngee..sori

ANdy with the black shirt......sadly..the pic tak cantek...

Andy the tallest guy

Rudy hitz was also there...the one with yellow shirt

pop shuvit's cool performance...

joe flizzow was also there

23rd of MARCH 2009 Monday

Today..i barely believe that I’ve cursed more than I usually did..hahaha…put the blame on those who spread the rumour bout Mdm ********’s assignment…I try to be more confidential here by not mentioning that particular lecturer’s name..hahahaha…I was totally taken aback and infuriated at the same time when they told me that the assignment should be handed in tomorrow…WTFook!~…hello!~~..this microteaching thingy is enough to give me a kind of unexplained headache…then u want to bombard me with more headaches???duhhhh!~WTFook!~…thnk god it was just a prank…LOL..i really thought it was not a joke okay..n I lost my appetite because of that…-sigh-

This week is going be a hectic week for me…i seem to lose my direction coz there are loads of paths that I need to go through…lain lagi keja mdm ******,mdm *******…etc…erghhhh…seriously my life is not going to be a joke this week..n the following week as well I guess…in sum, my life is totally in a mess right now~

Can you give me more painkillers please??

-sigh-

21st of March 2009

dear followers n readers...

i know...i broke my promise..sorry for not updating my blog for quite a while...huahauah...life has not been pretty good lately...i didnt feel like sharing anything...but today..i finally changed my mind..i need to write sumthing i guess...at least sumthing...though it might sound crappy...

yeahh..life is not a bed of roses...that's what i really feel now...i strongly agree with the adage..but yeah...we have no right to question our mighty God...i might look cheery..but u hv no idea what kind of mess i feel inside...

if you ask me...ARE YOU UPSET?huhu..yeahh I admit it but it was just a bit.. but let bygones be bygones..i am moving on with life..whatever happened to me lately..it was just a mistake…I am okay now..at least his apology made me feel relieved~seriously..i don’t want any hard feelings between us..thats what I told him..before this, I could say that we were so close and friendly towards each other but then suddenly drift apart..WTH right??hmm whatever it is..the most important is that we are okay now..both of us..:)…

I am sorry if u have no idea what I am preaching about here…

till then peeps…I’ll update more later…