23rd of MARCH 2009 Monday

Today..i barely believe that I’ve cursed more than I usually did..hahaha…put the blame on those who spread the rumour bout Mdm ********’s assignment…I try to be more confidential here by not mentioning that particular lecturer’s name..hahahaha…I was totally taken aback and infuriated at the same time when they told me that the assignment should be handed in tomorrow…WTFook!~…hello!~~..this microteaching thingy is enough to give me a kind of unexplained headache…then u want to bombard me with more headaches???duhhhh!~WTFook!~…thnk god it was just a prank…LOL..i really thought it was not a joke okay..n I lost my appetite because of that…-sigh-

This week is going be a hectic week for me…i seem to lose my direction coz there are loads of paths that I need to go through…lain lagi keja mdm ******,mdm *******…etc…erghhhh…seriously my life is not going to be a joke this week..n the following week as well I guess…in sum, my life is totally in a mess right now~

Can you give me more painkillers please??

-sigh-

21st of March 2009

dear followers n readers...

i know...i broke my promise..sorry for not updating my blog for quite a while...huahauah...life has not been pretty good lately...i didnt feel like sharing anything...but today..i finally changed my mind..i need to write sumthing i guess...at least sumthing...though it might sound crappy...

yeahh..life is not a bed of roses...that's what i really feel now...i strongly agree with the adage..but yeah...we have no right to question our mighty God...i might look cheery..but u hv no idea what kind of mess i feel inside...

if you ask me...ARE YOU UPSET?huhu..yeahh I admit it but it was just a bit.. but let bygones be bygones..i am moving on with life..whatever happened to me lately..it was just a mistake…I am okay now..at least his apology made me feel relieved~seriously..i don’t want any hard feelings between us..thats what I told him..before this, I could say that we were so close and friendly towards each other but then suddenly drift apart..WTH right??hmm whatever it is..the most important is that we are okay now..both of us..:)…

I am sorry if u have no idea what I am preaching about here…

till then peeps…I’ll update more later…